#sorry these arent the greatest

[itslilacokay]

⚠️FLASH WARNING? its just glitchy stuff but i feel like i should put this to be safe!

" Aww, what's the matter? "

" You look like you had something pop up on your mind. "

separate image vers

[turtletoads]

sketches i did before drawing him digitally

[ameliafuckinjones]

If I said half the things I wanted to say about Canada and Americas relationship as siblings and neighbors, how they're ACTUALLY viewed by the world when it comes to international matters that are actually important (NATO, AUKUS, global economy, AI and tech companies, hegemony etc) and how it would be more interesting to explore aspects of their relationship as well as their relationship with the world that correlates with reality rather than this made up version that dominates the fandom... commie tumbler would hunt me down and kill me

[gear-ratio]

Y’know, I always see those massive pickup trucks and SUVs advertised as the ultimate outdoorsman’s vehicle for only the manliest men on the planet, but from what I’ve seen they’re actually one of the worst car types for that.

Both trailhead and campsite parking and backroads are super narrow, putting wider cars at a huge disadvantage when trying to access them, and that’s just the parts where the roads are maintained! Once you get into the fire roads that haven’t seen a car since leaded gas was still used your quarter ton monstrosity is going to get stuck in bushes, trees, rocks, and loose dirt.

These things are heavy, up to 3 tons if we’re talking F150, which not only gets them stuck but makes them less fuel efficient (which is circumvented by not conforming to emission standards) which is the opposite of what you want in the wilderness.

They have no storage space. Today I saw two Ford 4x4, one recent model and one that’s probably older than me. The old one was a normal 2 door pickup, but the new one’s cab was LONGER than its bed. You couldn’t even fit a shovel in the back without turning it diagonal. Storage isn’t a big deal camping, but it absolutely is for working or moving literally anything larger than a dresser.

They’re so tall that the headlights end up illuminating way more area than they need, which disturbs the wildlife and other campers, and they have a massive blind spot JUST big enough for a child, dog, or deer to get obliterated right under the windshield.

You want to know what actual outdoorsman use? What I learned to drive on? What everyone I’ve ever known in my whole life drives every day? Hatchbacks. Subarus. The occasional Toyota Tacoma. Pickups from 1989 if they’re tradesman or working class. Nobody who actually lives here drives an SUV.

Honestly those ads feel very “how do you do fellow kids” to me because everyone knows damn well that the brand new unblemished 2024 Chevy Silverado is owned by some rich guy from LA.

[stylessbean]

Harry Styles Fic Recs: Jan-Feb 25'

Hello Everyone! These fics arent all posted from Jan-Feb but these are what I've read and enjoyed :) Also trying out a new layout so please let me know if this is easier to navigate!

@watermelonlovershigh

It's Ok To Cry, Harry

@cherryredz

Skating On Thin Ice

@1d1195

Pucking Rookie Series

Most Series

@writingsfromhome

Collaboration

The Ex-Text (3 Parts)

Endgame (3 Parts)

If You Love Something (2 Parts)

Thats So True

@sogoodtoheritsvicious

I Was Made For Loving You (SMAU Series)

@chaoticloving

Songs Of Hers Universe

@helloeverybodyhere

Melody in the Afternoon

A Song For You

The Greatest Gift

@ijustmissyouraccenths

It's You

Love Story

Boyfriends

@erodasfishtacos

You Belong With Me

@sabsberries

I love you, I'm sorry

@harry-writings

Lover (3 Parts)

Pretty In Pink

I Need You

The Edge of Tonight

5 years (2 parts)

Commitment (2 Parts)

@ever-since-kiwi

Internship

@glitteredrry

Sugar Honey Kisses

@moonchildstyles

Pomegranate

@jezebelblues

Liminal

@pinkboaclub

Scene Stealers (18+)

Sweet Thing

@merrybloomwrites

We Know Where We Belong

@happilypamphiro

Don't Worry Love (SMAU Series)

@harrysxcarolina

The Interview

@likea-silhouette

Complex (Series)

@harryhoney-bee

My Muse

@hscherrywine

Good Morning, Pretty Boy

@0nlythrowharrybeaux

Twelve Days (Series)

[mythalism]

That post you reblogged made me realize that Rook being uncurious and only thinking in straight lines got them recruited because Varric doesn't want someone who could be easily swayed to Solas's side. If the Inquisitor was a romanced Lavellan, I can see Varric viewing his boss as someone who isn't thinking straight when it comes to Solas, and it's probably why even Lavellan herself seeks out Rook's opinion on whether or not to reconcile with Solas, because Rook is expected to be incapable falling for Solas's "charm", which could literally just be Solas telling the truth, but anyway. Realizing this does make the game worse for me, 'cause it feels like a minority's plight being brushed aside in favor of a centrist's need to defend the status quo. Sorry for rambling. Thanks for reblogging that post. :)

i think this is a really interesting watsonian way of looking at this but i agree its ultimately a flop. playing up rook's supposed lack of bias and value as an outside perspective when it came to solas could have been really interesting too if it wasnt being done in a way that was ultimately designed to rob the situation of nuance rather than add it. imagine if alongside harding's rose-colored view of the inquisitor and their relationship to solas you had another companion (or even ghost varric. or advisor!merrill because she should have been there) warning you to be wary of anything they say about him, that they're biased in his favor and untrustworthy.

with a lavellan you could have bellara or davrin warning you of how they grew up hearing the story of how the inquisitor betrayed their people when they fell for the dread wolf's tricks. how the tale of a romanced, vallaslin-less lavellan is now whispered around dalish campfires to elven children as a lesson of exactly what will happen if they ignore the keeper's wisdom and allow the dread wolf to catch their scent. another betrayer who trusted fen'harel and lost their blood writing. who got their clan killed. who lost everything. toss in a couple bad-faith interpretations of the inquisition's greatest PR nightmares and its a perfect mirror of how solas's story was misconstrued in the same way. of course, none of it is the truth. it wasn't really their fault. they didnt know! wait. where have i heard that before...

and then rook goes to meet them - all of these disparate views of who they are fresh in their minds. are they the kind, admirable, worthy, holy savior that harding idolizes? are they a tragic, pathetic fool chasing after a doomed love? are they a fen'harel sympathizing turncoat elf who's about to manipulate you into dooming the world (again)? are they just a person doing their best? (are they just like you?) well. rook is the perfect person to make that judgement! right? because they're so perfectly unbiased and completely objective, because being completely unbiased and objective as a person is possible, right? and because being unbiased and objective IS the goal and is always superior to being swayed by passion or emotion, right? except. now the inquisitor is in front of you and... its kind of hard to tell. they seem like anyone else you've talked to. they seem a little sad and lonely. they are pretty level-headed about the whole thing. more than you expected. an inquisitor with high approval with solas would speak about him positively, maybe a little love-sick, but they dont seem completely bamboozled. one who hated solas would speak of him with disdain, but... how can you be sure they arent just lying? they worked with him for a year. they let him stick around in their inner circle! they could be trying to fool you into a false sense of security!

maybe you have to accept or deny their help, or accept or deny a plan they present. it seems pretty sound, but how can you know? is it all a ploy to betray you and save him? can they be trusted? if you reject them; harding and the other companions that view them positively are furious. how could you have just denied one of the greatest allies to your cause? but if you choose to trust them, the companions who distrust the inquisitor are just as angry. how could you have put the entire fate of the world at jeopardy like this!? your sympathy is going to get everyone killed! they're manipulating you just like he does! how could you trust someone so clearly under solas's thumb!?

no, listen, its ok, rook tells them. they're different, because rook is not biased. thats why varric chose them, remember!? rook has an outsider's perspective, and thats what we needed, remember!? the attachment to solas that the inquisitor had, no matter the strength of it (loathing vs love) was a weakness! dont you see!? rook's outsider, unbiased, objective perspective on the situation was better! only through this perspective could they make the CORRECT choice!

except... you dont know solas. you dont know anything real about him. you dont know what is meaningful to him, his weaknesses, his desires. you dont know him as a person, only as an abstract god-like figure. you dont understand how his brain works. you dont know that he hates tea and can beat anyone in chess. you didnt take the time to understand him. just like you didnt take the time to understand the inquisitor. and now, without the inquisitor's aid you lose valuable information, allies, resources. your final battle gets significantly harder. you are locked out of specific endings. maybe your companions die.

all because you fell into the same trap as solas. you refused to trust. you refused to take the time to understand your opponent. you wrote them off as villainous, untrustworthy, betrayer. you gave myth the weight of history. you tried to do it all on your own. you couldn't acknowledge the bias inherent within yourself. you thought you were the only one who could make the right decision for the world. rather prideful, isnt it?

[talesfromawannabewriter]

Leathery Love

@things-arent-what-they-seem66 here's part one, hope you enjoy

and @lilacwriter07 enjoy your early Christmas present

Lilith: I'm leaving you Lucifer

After twenty years of marriage never did Lucifer ever imagine those words ever being uttered from the love of his life's lips. Especially not on the day of their wedding anniversary.

Lucifer: What?

Was all he could say to Lilith who looked both tired and disappointed with him as she sat at the table with her arms crossed. They were supposed to be eating a meal together, drinking some wine, then watching a movie. They were at home at Lilith's insistence from a few days ago. She said she wanted to spend the evening with just him. No one else was to see what she wished to do.

He just thought she wanted to try something new. Not break his fucking heart in private so no one can see him cry.

Lilith: I said I'm leaving you Lucifer, I want a divorce.

Lucifer felt his heart start to pace as his breathing slowly turned erratic.

Lucifer: But, but, but I, I don't...why Lily

Lilith bristled at the nickname for a moment before answering.

Lilith: Because I no longer wish to be in a relationship where I fell out of love with you years ago. I swore that when Charlie moved out, I would finally bring myself to get out of a place that has only brought me misery.

With that she stood up and headed upstairs. Lucifer was still reeling when about five minutes later she was coming back down with two bags full of her stuff. Her stuff. Lucifer's eyes widened at the sight of them. It meant,

Lucifer: Lilith please, I beg of you don't go! Please! Lilith

He ran to her when she got to the doors. She stared him down as he stood in front of her exit; however, Lucifer could only stare up with tears starting to stream out onto his pale cheeks.

Lucifer: Lilith...please my darling I'm sorry for whatever I did wrong.

Lucifer then proceeded to do something he'd never thought he'd do in his lifetime due to the man's humungous pride and ego.

Beg

He fell on his knees, clasped his hands together, and begged for her to change her mind. Never did Lucifer ever felt so pathetic in his entire existence. He thought that it would get Lilith to at least think about doing something other than divorce. However, the thirty-eight-year-old singer had already made up her mind a long time ago.

Lilith: I'm sorry Lucifer, but I don't think you were ever meant to be mine.

With that she stepped aside, threw open the doors of their large, grand home and walked out. Never to step inside her former home again. All while Lucifer kneeled on the ground in total despair. It was only when he heard a car engine turning on did, he turn around and saw Lilith pull out of the driveway with her purple convertible and proceed to drive away did he close the door behind him to let out the anguish sob that had built up in his throat.

--

(Two months later)

Lucifer felt like his life was slowly falling apart. Ever since Lilith left, she had been sending him papers and been talking through her lawyer to him. Lilith had been one the most shining aspects of his life. In the entirety of their marriage, he devoted to making her happy. Including to working hard to provide for the both of them. So that way she could work on her music career. He bought her anything she wished for; heck he'd buy her the greatest diamond in all the world to make her happy.

In the end he guessed it just wasn't enough. When she sent him the final paperwork to sign off on their divorce completely shut the once proud, strong man down. Lucifer hadn't been out of the house in weeks and had mostly been taking to moping around the house. Or just laying all day in his bed, not sleeping, just staring up the ceiling, wall, or even occasionally the tv in his room that he put on for white noise. He didn't even go to the office.

Which would have been worse if Lucifer wasn't the boss of his toy company. Even if lately, he's been having his brother/partner Mammon and his assistant Moxxine take care of his work for him. Speaking of family, his brothers, sisters, and even daughter had seen how bad his depression had been and wanted to help him. Especially his daughter Charlie, who went to her Uncle Ozzie and begged for her to find a way to make him feel better. Since him and Ozzie have been the closest out of all seven siblings. Oz had an idea, but he didn't know if it would work

Lucifer: A sex dungeon?!

Lucifer sat across from his brother in his living room while in his robe. Oz noticed he also had deep, dark bags underneath his eyes. His hair looked a bit oily, and he appeared to be growing some hair around his muzzle. However, despite his shaggy appearance his body was rigid, his stark blue eyes wide awake as he took in what his brother just suggested.

Ozzie: Hun, please I know this might seem a lot and too soon after...

Lucifer: I don't care about ugh her. Look Oz even if I wasn't hung up over losing my wife, I don't think it would be right to go to fucking prostitutes!

Ozzie: But that's the thing though I really think these girls or boys can help you, Luci!

Lucifer: How!? How in the hell can they help me!?

Ozzie: By helping you get over Lilith. If you're with one those bad guys down, there soon Lilith will be nothing more than a distant memory. Plus, I distinctly remembering you telling me about this one domniatrix porno you kept watching. You kept telling me how you wish you could be Lilith's naughty boy. Well now you can do that! Just you know not with her.

Lucifer: I told you about that. Since when?

Ozzie: Since that time at that barbeque back in July where you got drunk and confessed to me.

Lucifer must've been hard hammered drunk to have told his brother about that. Since usually Lucifer was extremely private when it came to what happened in his bedroom. The blond man opened his mouth to once again reject his brother's offer but then stopped to think about it. It had been so long since he'd been in the warmth of someone's arms in the bed. Even before Lilith left, she had been distant from him for quite some time.

It actually was the reason for Lucifer looking up on those sites in the first place. He knew no love would be with the person he'd be with; he still wanted to forget about his heartbreak. Even if it was for only one night. Taking a breath, he looked straight at his expecting brother and said,

Lucifer: Alright, I'll go.

[the-s1lly-corner]

Drawing each other (CRPS 1/2)

I'm probably going to forget to break these posts up unless like- I dont write all the fandom parts at once so I'm sorry you guys have to see the same prompt but different groups of characters/fandoms over and over LMAO

Characters: slenderman, splendorman, masky, hoodie, ticci toby

Notes: reader is GN, admin tossed a coin on whether or not the reader is an artist or not

CWs: none

SLENDERMAN

neither of you are... good artists... but neither of you are about to judge one another for your skill levels

im... not even sure hes picked up a pencil before in his life, and that shows in his drawing of you

he keeps the art you make of him tucked away somewhere, where exactly... youre not actually sure, but you know he keeps them as youve caught him holding them before

you keep his drawings of you tucked away somewhere where they cant be damaged

... its not the best bonding activity, but its a nice little moment between the two of you that feels... normal

SPLENDORMAN

he love love loves watching you draw, so when you approached him with this idea hes over the moon! you want to draw him? and you want him to draw you as well? say no more!

hes not insanely skilled, but he doodles here and there! likes using bright colors, so expect his drawing of you to be vibrant! if you let him hes going to add extra stuff such as glitter and stickers! youre not sure where he gets them...

waits patiently for you to finish your drawing, he even does his best to sit as still as possible so you can get a better reference of him

even if its not your best work- in your opinion- hes going to treat it like its the greatest piece of art made by anyone ever

hangs it up on the fridge, and will constantly praise you

is it a little much? ...yes... but damn it hes going to let you know how much he loves it!

MASKY

i like to think that proxies are the ones who create slenders pages, and... well they arent exactly pretty, a lot being just scribbles

doesnt find much enjoyment in drawing, but he may agree to do this with you

now you on the other hand, you like drawing... and its likely masky may pick up on some of the things you do when making it, even if you dont notice him hes somewhere watching you

his drawing of you has the scratchy look a lot of the pages have... but since hes given more time to work on it, it looks a lot nicer than some of the pages even if theres some flaws in the anatomy and all

quietly looks at the drawing youve made of him, he doesnt seem offended by your portray of him so at least you have that going for you!

gently places it on the table, but youre sure hes going to put it in his stash somewhere in the house to keep for later

HOODIE

not much of an artist, and neither are you

generally the interaction is pretty light hearted, even if there isnt much talking between the two of you

very proud of his drawing of you, even if it ends up being a mass of colors that only slightly resemble you- similar to masky, theres a lot of that scratchy black scribbling on his drawing of you

gives you a thumbs up when he receives your drawing of him, he doesnt say anything but thats to be expected from him

tucks it into the back pocket of his pants

TICCI TOBY

he cant draw, but you can... it leads to a.. funny exchange

you put so much time into drawing him how you view him, even if its just a quick colored sketch, its going to look like mona lisa compared to what toby is about to show you

you both poke fun at the skill difference between the two of you, it quickly leads to the both of you needing to take minute in order to catch your breath

hes not interested in art, or improving his skills however hes going to jump at the idea of you offering to teach him some stuff

just to spend time with you, really! there isnt much spare time to do that given his being a proxy thing... likes any excuse to hang around

[ririxxbat]

Dick misses robin!Jason sometimes. Its not he dislikes Jason now, or that Jason is a completely different person, its just that he misses the person that Jason couldve been. Jason couldve been the best of them. He wouldve been the best of them. I imagine that one night, Jason walks in on Dick looking at an old photo of him and robin!Jason. After this, Jason feels bad about himself, he sees the way Dick looks at him when he thinks hes not looking. He feels like a disappointment, like Dick hates the way he turned out. But that isnt the case. What Dick hates, is why he turned out like this. It isnt Jason, it was never Jason. It was how theres still some guilt inside of Dick, thinking that because he wasnt there, Jason died. But, ofcourse, as all members of the Batfamily does, he forgets to communicate this. Further leaving Jason to think his own brother hates him. Eventually, this bubbles up, with Jason snapping at Dick.

Jason: *After a failed mission, Dick and Jason were assessing the damages in the Batcave. Jason sees Dick looking over at him, which causes him to crack.* Can you stop looking at me like Im a fucking disappointment? You can atleast try to hide it, you know!?

Dick: *Looking at Jason because it reminded him of the times when they would go on patrol give Jason some time away from Bruce.* You arent a disappointment to me, Jason.

Jason: Yeah, well you sure as hell make me feel like it! Think I dont see the way you look at me, like you hate how I turned out? Why cant you atleast try to fucking pretend?

Dick: Jaybird, you know that is not what I think of you, never can I think of you like that.

Jason: Well, what else am I supposed to think? Its everyone. You, Bruce, fucking everyone. You all look at me like you wish I just stayed dead, and sometimes, I wish I stayed dead too.

Dick: Jason, you fucking look at me right now. Its not you. Its never you. Okay? Its me, its just me. I am sorry, when I made you feel like youre not enough. Like I hate how you turned out. Its just.. I just hate the things that happened to you.

Jason: *Who, for the first time in a while actually saw someone caring about him, is speechless. And confused.* I dont even fucking get you sometimes.

Dick: This, with the Joker.. It was my fault for not being there. And its my fault for letting people treat you this way. For letting you think that I think of you this way. Its my fault, because without the pain that Joker inflicted on you, you wouldve been so much better than any of us. So its my fault that you have to deal with this, that you achieve your greatest potenial.It is my fault that you didnt get to be the person you deserved to be. I am sorry, for the hurt that I caused you, but dont ever think for a second, I am disappointed in you. Forgive your stupid older brother, okay?

Jason: ...Its not your fault. Its okay now. I.. forgive you.

Dick: Alfreds cookies?

Jaybird: Yeah, yeah.

[ask-mithrun]

... you see it now, dont you..?

....how foolish you are.

Th— the… the goat. The goat… talked to you?..!

Kabru—what did it do…? What it tempt you with? What… what is your desire…?

Did you—no..no you… can’t .. but—

- @ask-mithrun

Mithrun — Mithrun, breathe. It's okay. You know me, I'm okay. Remember, you said it yourself; there's nothing to worry about. It's said maybe two things to me maximum, I didn't and I wouldn't. You know that.

Kabru takes a breath himself.

I — okay. Well.

I'm not going to keep this from you, you at the least deserve to know - It's .... trying to tempt me with my birth mother, with speaking to her again. I know any version of her that it likely presents me with isn't ... her ... I can't — I can't figure out a logical way that it would ... work like that. At - at all. And - and I do want to speak to her. I knew I did, but it's an impossible thing so I hadn't really thought about it much.

[tea-132]

Ranting abt flower symbolism in cinderella boy

Guys is it just me or ive always associated Buddy with purple roses but when i re-read the comic again i only see thorns??

The only time ive seen him actually with roses was in Toffee Break II but idk i might have to read it again-

Though these arent even purple, these are like gray

Did a quick google search on gray roses symbolism and one source says

I guess it is fitting given the context but honestly i wouldnt say him saying "and you dont want to get on my bad side 😡😡😡" is exactly formal or sophisticated (sorry bud 💀💀)

Also other interesting symbolisms i talked in the cb discord with @iz-nomewrites

Thank you for pointing some of these out 🛐🛐

Ive been thinking of this ever since i saw it like- if i did overlook the purple roses around Buddy, this description fits them so well 😭😭😭

Also the thorns does give an interesting insight to Buddy, and so far these line up

My theory was that given the purple rose and the thorns, Buddy does like Chase, maybe even from the start- but there are things between them preventing them from being together yk-

Like the "thorns" in the relationship and what not

Also Buddy mightve appeared or is associated with black roses which pretty much suits his characters as well

OOO and Chase is also associated alot with pink roses in the webtoon

The family thing definitely aligns with him so far imo-

Also flower symbolism during "your greatest wish" ep

Honestly im seeing Punko is somewhat deliberately making these symbolisms with the flowers since the meanings are so accurate to the character and i find that rlly interesting

This is just a rlly broad research abt it so i might be wrong about stuff :,))

If yall have anything else to add or any thoughts pls do tell 🛐

[moonshynecybin]

"vale says all kind of nasty stuff about marc being his best girl and spits in his mouth and tries to get him pregnant" a KEY thing here in my view is whether marc gets more or less hornier if vale starts saying some shit abt like knocking him up and he won't be able to race. but i guess this depends on whether either of them are the type to actually start thinking about the implications of the fantasy. touching his stomach talking abt how he's finally put a baby in him (nasty). ALSO vale making a whole THING about not using the condom because it might get marc pregnant and it makes them both stupidly horny.

nahh i think they both steer clear of the racing ascpect in this hypothetical fantasy if we arent actually in mpregworld..... like i think marc WANTS kids WANTS to get knocked up wants that specifically from vale... so maybe theres some pre-nut insanity vs post-nut clarity going on, ESPECIALLY pre-divorce. marc is 22 and vale is 36. NEITHER really want kids before they retire. and vale when he meets marc is a LOT closer to thinking hes retiring soon (reportedly the reason he broke up with his gf at the tail end of 2015 is bc he decided to extend his career and not have kids yet...) so in 2013 pre yamaha renaissance hes maybe more open to like. extending this fantasy a bit. hes in love!! whatever!!!! they can go crazy after they keep forgetting the condoms and let their hindbrains go nuts in peace !!!

and because of that THEY DO... love the kink of it all its true. sorry. vale IS trying to get that man pregnant (the pretense of this not being a casual relationship hangs by an ever-thinning thread as this goes on...) and marc IS very happy to think about like. the way that would bind vale to him for life and forever cuz hes a freak. and vale wants that too but hes uh. less aware of it shall we say... more into the subliminal idea that marc and him are gonna become one person and perhaps create the greatest motorcycle racer of all time in the process. carry on the LEGACY the same way i think he thought marc would as his successor in those early days... weirdos. so yeah lmao theyre losing the condoms vale is NOT pulling out and there is a nigh constant stream of nasty shit streaming out of vale's mouth that covers the full gamut of feminization, pregnancy, marc being his GIRL. and just a a lot of weird i-want-to-build-a-LIFE-with-you subliminal shit that will go on to sometimes flash across their brains when marc is LASER staring at vale mentally hitting that silver springs mp3 in 2016

[weirdcoroikafantasyaublog]

sorry for inactivity lol

have old and new doodles of me trying to figure out the designs

uhhh these are slightly outdated and not the greatest but i forgor to post them

high quality of the new pfp

thats aloha idk if u can tell

specs design changes arent drastic but he gets a big cloak and has healing powers now

you will hear more of this au in approximately 73.65477 years trust

[skekthesilly]

okay sorry we're looking at soem older posts and. you're telling me forcing a kid to eat all their food in one sitting even if they dont want to is abuse? /genuine question

our stepdad would always give us big bowls of the same mixture of fruit yogurt and granola (or something) and we had to eat it before we went to school. hed shout at us if we didnt eat fast enough

and he also did this one thing where he made an omelette with corn cream and little bits of corn. he wasn't at home but he had said that if we didnt finish it before he came back or saw any of it in the trash hed hit us and make us eat it. our little brother threw up and we almost did 2 times while eating it.

is this abuse? like actually genuinely asking. we thought it was jsut strict parenting

-officer goetz

im not like an expert on this but as soon as hitting is involved im like "ding ding ding this is probably abuse" so like. iunno. happens to me though and my parents arent the greatest so maybe. i thought it was strict parenting too and then. i dunno i guess i just went "fuck it i hate this actually"

i think this is though. i dont remember making a post like that tho can you link it to me /nf

[ataraxixx]

I keep citrus spamming your asks my bad fr but do you have movieverse au citrus ideas... asking because I am pondering some of my own

DONT APOLOGIZE i love to talk about them

my movie au designs

i am kind of not much of a movieverse ponderer over all but i do have a lot of thoughts about echo in the movieverse.. and morro usually fits into that but i dont have a lot of ideas abt morro im sorry💔💔

i made them both seniors @ the school! they dont actually know each other initially for most of highschool bc of different vibes/interests but in senior year they finally start talking. morro is wu's oldest student, but he doesnt care for the ninja because he was the original green ninja and the position got taken from him bc he wasnt responsible enough, and then given to lloyd. so hes a little bitter & doesnt like lloyd very much, but he spends all his free time training to become strong enough to take the green ninja hood back.

echo is actually zanes OLDER brother. they are so similar looking theyre usually asked if theyre twins, which, well, yk, but they just say zane is the younger brother because he was created after. echo was juliens first tryst into making a humanoid robot, so while he is very advanced, hes a bit outdated in comparison to the model made after, which is zane. echos had more time to acclimate to acting human than zane has, but hes kind of in his edgy phase right now because hes jealous of his younger sibling getting all the attention of their father.

ok this already got really long. sorry. iveprobablyposted aboutit before too.. but i dont think this is the greatest movie au ever for either of them i just have ideas i float around LOL

I also had echo be friends with harumi (they introduced him to a lot of alt/punk subculture) as well as UV and killow (who arent students, theyre friends outside of school)

tbh i played w the idea of the SoG starting as this kind of . weird vigilante group who is just really anti ninja (and more specifically lloyd). i think harumi probably lost her parents to the meowthra attack so she came to hate lloyd, and the name "sons of garmadon" is to make fun of him in a way. im not sure about the specifics of this.. need to ponder it more

i was writing a fic abt citrus meetcute in this au(they get into a fight in the hallway LMAO) but i need to get back to it. i think they would just meet through some means (sorry idk anyrhing abt highschool romance stories i read mystery novels) and then realize they have a lot in common and become friends

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for the oc ask meme:

break and nightmare for bit

failure, future, and pain for fan :)

HEHEHEHEHEHE

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break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

a handful of things! chief among them untreated psychosis and close behind it, killing the guy he currently derives all of his safety and security from. that second one would get him even on his meds i think

whats it look like? well, a psychotic break-- becomes withdrawn, violent, jumpy. cornered-animal type behavior. keep your hands out of biting distance

and yep, mattie has. he was weird about it. it did not end well for anyone, by which i mean somebodies corpse ended up getting cannibalized. bummer!

nightmare: What does your OC have nightmares about? How do they deal with their nightmares? Do they tell people, or keep it to themself?

he doesnt have nightmares unless hes already in a bad state, which is to say unmedicated and not feelin safe. when he Is, the nightmares are mainly just unspecified freaky things that he wakes up from distressed but cant remember, or extremely mundane ones of realistic bad things happening he cant quite seperate from reality. he didnt really deal with them so much as just sometimes he was even more jumpy than usual, or hed half to take a bit to readjust to things that clearly had not actually happened he has not specifically mentioned them to anyone but thats just bc hes never seen the need to. however once he did greet mattie with "huh, you arent bleeding" and then didnt elaborate

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failure: What’s your OC’s greatest failure? Have they been able to move past it? Does anyone else know about it?

i mean, he doesnt really consider anything in his life a failure, hes a surprisingly positive "bummer! oh well better luck next time" guy. like nothing really haunts him and regret isnt really an emotion he like, has great access too. gun to his head if he had to pick something he'd say not hightailing it out the window when tea screamed and hoping the whole situation got attributed to a weird dream, but thats not so much regret as he didnt much enjoy getting baker acted and would preferred to have avoided it. also he thinks its kind of embarassing

on that note yeah hes moved past it. hes moved so far past it that it makes tea mad does anyone else know? i mean like, faelan and probably other people hes friendly enough to talk to regularly have heard it cuz he tells it as a funny story sometimes. oh and everyone who was following his active longfic at the time on ao3 sorta-knows bc he missed a bunch of updates and then updated with the note "sorry i got baker acted"

future: What’s the worst possible future for your OC? Are they taking steps to avoid that outcome? Are they even aware it’s a possibility?

related to the above, getting sectioned again but this time for more than 72-hours. in a broader sense, being forced back on medication followed by confinement. he reaaaaaaaally does not like antipsychotics hes taking steps to avoid it like obeying his restraining order zealously and being legally considered dead by everyone who knew him and stuff like that. its working out great! completely non-sarcastically actually hes well aware its a possibility, and he says thumbs down

pain: What’s the worst pain your OC has ever felt? Do they have a high pain tolerance?

you are asking this question to a man who got partially dissolved by acid during sex once and thought it was great fun

though if you ask him directly what the worst pain hes ever felt is, he cant really answer it all that properly, because his brain kind of skips around a lot of those parts in order to maintain his "im a normal guy who hasnt like, died" delusion. so he cant provide an unbiased ranking exactly. as for pain he Can remember and rank, probably the time he dislocated his shoulder, not even from anything dramatic or over the top, he just fell out of a tree when he was like 8 his pain tolerance is like, normalish high, with the caveat of the brain skipping mentioned above, but hes also just the kind of guy who will walk on a sprained ankle because hes got somewhere to be regardless. however he is a HUGE whiny baby about basic burns. like they can be barely worth noting tiny injuries and he'll be whinging about it the whole time its healing. he just hates them